June 2nd 2001

5 years ago today I met M Greene. Fitting then that I should bump into him this morning as I walked to the tube. He on his return from night work. I said hello. He ignored me and made to cross the road. By the time I got to work he had texted me to say it was a f-ing joke. Not sure I see the funny side of acting like a spoiled kid but there you go.

Strangely, though I write this as if I am upset - still tied to it/us, that is not how I feel. I feel sadden he feels that way and bemused that he still blames me for everything wrong in his life, oh and is still actually only worrying about himself...and all this sparks from me not being in London on Sunday.

Anyway spandex tights ahoy - I am out for a bop tonight in a proper dress and with people I can have a proper conversation with. The do will follow as an entry shortly! You know I could've gone to see Gary Numan tonight...!!