All day staring at the ceiling

Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep

Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on

Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown

And I dont know why

[chorus]

But Im not crazy,

Im just a little unwell

I know right now you cant tell

But stay awhile and maybe then youll see

A different side of me

Im not crazy,

Im just a little impaired

I know right now you dont care

But soon enough youre gonna think of me

And how I used to be...me

Im talking to myself in public

Dodging glances on the train

And I know,

I know theyve all been talking about me

I can hear them whisper

And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me

Out of all the hours thinking

Somehow Ive lost my mind

[chorus]

But Im not crazy,

Im just a little unwell

I know right now you cant tell

But stay a while and maybe then youll see

A different side of me

Im not crazy,

Im just a little impaired

I know right now you dont care

But soon enough youre gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Ive been talking in my sleep

Pretty soon theyll come to get me

Yeah, theyre taking me away

[chorus]

But Im not crazy,

Im just a little unwell

I know right now you cant tell

But stay awhile and maybe then youll see

A different side of me

Im not crazy,

Im just a little impaired

I know right now you dont care

But soon enough youre gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be

How I used to be

Well, Im just a little unwell

How I used to be

How I used to be

Im just a little unwell

mm. this song saw me through my darkest phase. today i listened to it on the walk to Waterloo and realised I was me again. at last.